:D

oh my tian.

2007-06-30T15:49:00.000-07:00

Never Date a Libra

Indecisive, flirtatious, and

downright deceptive -

your Libra will tell you

what you want to hear.

Problem is they'll be telling

*everyone* what they want to hear.

Instead try dating: Pisces,

Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

ohmytian. nowondermyrelationshipwithhimcantlast.

lessthanONEmonthonly.

justbecauseheisalibra?

maybeishouldnotbetoosuperstitious.

idunno.iamsoconfusednow.haix.

doeslibraandlibragowelltogetheratall?

ifeverythingisfated,

shouldinnotdatealibraagaininmylife,

evenhowniceheisorhowsweetheis.

whatshouldido?

lalaing

2007-06-01T12:20:00.000-07:00

i am in school. so xian.

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Malu Haimi

What's your Hawaiian Name?

hahs. nice name:)

Your Average American Name Is...

Laura Grace Wright

What's Your Average American Name?

lol:D

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous

What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand

In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection

In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support

Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure

Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood

You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

What Sign Should You Be?

but i am a libra

You Are 88% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore!
There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

The 100 Question Purity Test

yay:)

You Are a Good Girl

You are 70% Good and 30% Bad
Generally speaking, you're a very good girl.
(But you don't have us totally fooled!)

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

duh. my conduct is VERY GOOD:)

Your Irish Name Is...

Fidelma Keane

What's your Irish Name?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Misaki Yoshida

What's your Japanese Name?

i m gonna ask ashley what it means:)

Your Mood Ring is Red

Excited
Energized
Adventurous
Ready to go

Mood Ring Generator

hahs:D

You Are Definitely a Hot Chick

While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...
You get the most dates of any girl you know
It's your whole five star package that attracts men -
Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.

Are You A Hot Chick?

lol. i am not.

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

so accurate leh. omg.

Your Love Number is 6

Who you fall in love with is all about who you trust.
Loyalty is important to you, and you want the most faithful of lovers.
In return, you never let your heart or eyes wander.
Open and honest, your relationships tend to be free of secrets.

What Is Your Love Number?

hahs:D

Your Birthdate: October 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.
Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.
Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.
You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.

Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics

Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness

Your power color: Navy blue

Your power symbol: Shield

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

blue rocks!

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose

While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence.
You love like you've never been hurt. And you put all your faith in your partner.
Your philosophy on love is: be honest and be yourself.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

maybe.

You Are 27% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're a little addicted to love.
You won't do anything for love, but sometimes you do more than you should.
No one's worth losing your head for - because in the end you'll only lose your heart.
Don't avoid falling in love. Just make sure you don't get too hooked.

Are You Addicted to Love?

hahs. not that addicted larr.

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

quite true:)

What Weimann Means

W is for Weird

E is for Elegant

I is for Intense

M is for Magnificent

A is for Animated

N is for Naughty

N is for Normal

What Does Your Name Mean?

yay:)

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Pink!

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Your Outrageous Name is:

Anita Beaver

Outrageous Name Generator

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your True Love Is a Libra

Why you'll love a Libra:

Social and charming, a Libra is sure to turn your head in a group setting.
Libra has the style and grace to intrigue you... and the passionate soul to reel you in.

Why a Libra will love you:

You're laid back and patient. Libra doesn't feel rushed to make a decision with you.
An appreciator of beauty, you can show Libra all sorts of inspiration - from art to nature.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

i am a libra also:)

You are 53% Libra

How Libra Are You?

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet

"Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

so romantic. but tragic ending:(

You Are 72% Grown Up, 28% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

You True Love Will Maybe Find You

But it's going to be tough! You're not really around to find.
You really need to get yourself out there if you're expecting to find love.
Go somewhere (anywhere!) new from time to time.
Or if you're really shy - at least join a dating site.

Will Your True Love Find You?

yay:]

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

am i?

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.

At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.

Your Fixation: Envy

Your Primary Fear: To have no identity

Your Primary Desire: To find yourself

Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

What Number Are You?

You Are "Tearful"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

You Are a Strawberry Jelly Bean

You love yourself for who you are, critics be damned! You know you don't have to take risks to make life more interesting. It's good enough as is.

What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective

You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.

And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special

Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's Your Kissing Style?

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.
You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.
At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.
Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something.

Your fortune:

You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.
You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.
In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.
Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Seduction Style: The Coquette

You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.

Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.

Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.

And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Your French Name is:

Sophie Foucher

What's Your French Name?

You Are the Ace of Clubs

You go at everything in your life full force. You are a natural gambler.
Your life definitely has some extreme highs and lows, but you know how to ride out the low times.

A total adventure seeker, you are never satisfied by what's normal or ordinary.
You like to push limits and shock people. You're dramatic, but a drama queen.

Your life has been a wild ride so far. You have stories that people can barely believe.
And you're probably still young... with a lot of wild rides in front of you.

A gamble you should take: High stakes roulette

Your friends would describe you as: Crazy

Your enemies would describe you as: Demented

If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A high roller

What Playing Card Are You?

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.
Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.
But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.
No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

In 1992 (the year you were born)

George H.W. Bush is president of the US

Hurricane "Andrew" becomes the most costly in US history with $20 billion worth of damage

Arkansas Governor Bill Clinton is elected President of the United States

Riots break out in Los Angeles after police are acquitted in the Rodney King case

An "Earth Summit" is held in Brazil to address global environmental problems

Jay Leno replaces Johnny Carson as host of the Tonight Show on NBC

George H. W. Bush becomes ill on a visit in Japan and vomits on the Japanese Prime Minister

Mike Tyson goes on trial charged with raping a 1991 Miss Black America Contest contestant

Amy Fisher, the "Long Island Lolita," is arrested for shooting Mary Jo Buttafuoco on the front porch of her home

Toronto Blue Jays win the World Series

Washington Redskins win Superbowl XXVI

Pisstburgh Penguins win the Stanley Cup

Aladdin is the top grossing film

"End of the Road" by Boyz II Men spends the most time at the top of the US charts

Mad About You and The Real World premiere

Sailor Moon premieres on TV Asahi in Japan

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

haha:)

2007-05-23T16:38:00.000-07:00

haha. i am using kexin's tablet:) lol:D

You Are More Yin

Feminine

Devoted

Forgiving

Fall

Winter

Afternoon

Moon

Time

Passive

Metal

Honey

Are You More Yin or Yang?

i am feminine:) lol:D

Your Rising Sign is Capricorn

Old fashioned and conservative, you carry yourself with dignity.

You have a tough exterior, and you can be intimidating when you want to be.

Hard working and ambitious, you can survive in the most cut throat work enviroments.

Outside of work, you are a true friend to everyone in your small inner circle.

You may have had a difficult time earlier in life.

Capricorns are late bloomers and you may be coming into your own right now.

What's Your Rising Sign?

i dunno hu is capricorn. haha:)

Your Psyche is Green

You radiate love, empathy, and acceptance.

You are able to relax almost everyone you meet. You are naturally comforting.

Balanced and flexible, you only seem perfect!

When you are too green: you are jealous, manipulative, and deceptive

When you don't have enough green: you feel sluggish and out of sorts

What Color Is Your Psyche?

mr foo will hate me:( he hates green

Your Expression Number is 1

You have the skills to be a top executive or businessperson.

But first you must develop your natural capacity to be a good leader.

You are truly original - with a creative approach to life and a very sharp mind.

You reach for the sky, and you have the potential to reach it.

Assertive and straight forward, you have little need for supervision.

You are self-confident, self-reliant, and courageous in your convictions.

While you sometimes fear loneliness, you prefer to be left alone.

A bit self centered, you may be hard to life with at times.

You also have a strong dominant streak - which can push others away at times.

What's Your Expression Number?

i like 9 better. haha:D

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!

You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.

You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.

Your negative traits:

You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.

You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...

You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.

Your ideal partner:

A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.

Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.

Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.

Your dating style:

Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.

Your seduction style:

Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.

Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.

Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.

Tips for the future:

Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.

Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.

Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.

Best color to attract mate: Green

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

quite true:) haha:D

yay:) this is romanticc:]

2007-05-23T01:59:00.004-07:00

qian li zhi wai:)

2007-05-23T01:59:00.003-07:00

SHE de zen me ban:)

2007-05-23T01:59:00.001-07:00

zhi dui ni you gan jue

2007-05-23T01:58:00.001-07:00

chem n ss

2007-05-08T14:39:00.000-07:00

hello. i am back here. haix. 2day de mid yr.omg. so difficult can? walao. flunk liao lorr. the chemistry got loads dunno how to do. then mcq. haix. guess work lorr. ss worst lorr. dunno wat to write. nv study de jie2 guo3. ytd i very early, like 1030 go sleep le. considered early compared to some days which i chiong until 11 plus lorr. then bo bian. too tired marhx. dunno y. haix. i tried to study during recess larr. then i listen to my ipod(prevent noise n distraction). then i heard loadss of shoutings. yep. shouts. limjie go talk so loud lorr. walao. cant stand him. ppl needa study de leh. eg me:) thenn hai.. din get to concentrate well. flunked:( that is for ss ONLY. xian lorr. ask about wat.. conflict n stuff.. in northern ireland n sri lanka. yep. liddat lorr. then after test i go 111 slack. mr tan(their el teacher) haven go class yet, so i go talk to my mei(eisabess) about the operation rice blogskin thingy. she say she help me design leh.. she rocks:) heex:) then got loadss to talk about. then the guys chao lame. they go play with their class mascot(the cute ostrich). then ashley chao lame. he go "kidnap" the ostrich. yep. ashley leong. he very funny lorr. then we start cracking loadss of jokes. then mr tan slowly walk in. then i wan go out of classroom marhx.. then ashley go say so loud:"she from acsi de. transferred to our class." LAME. then mr tan noe me de marhx. then he say:"last yr she in my class for 2 weeks de lorr". haha:) nearly broke into laughter. then came out saw jolin.yep. jolin. not jolin tsai larr. jolin tan(kaiwen say i look like her de). haha. then we talked for a while. then i go home. saw weihao on the way. then talk larr. then got one group of ppl think too much. haha. funny lorr. then me n him continue walking lorr. then he say:"where you going take bus arhx?" then i say:" i stay in this block only marhx." "so good..." haha. i can wake up very late. of course good lorr:) then he asked:" u wat aggregate arhx?" "dont have. came from msia." "huh? but bu4 xiang4 leh." "a lot of ppl also say bu4 xiang4. 10 ppl only got 1 say xiang4." "who so stupid arhx?" "buhbye" "bb" haha. funny horr:) lol. aiya. tml a maths liao larr.. then after that can slack liao:) heex:) yay:) then can start operation rice liao:) yay:)

today de mid year-bio n elect geo... haix..

2007-05-04T15:13:00.000-07:00

bleh. i totally flunked my elect geo mid yr. tropical monsoon i go write tropical rainforests. then wrote loadss of stuff. like adaptations n characterisitics. die liao. sure fail until very cham4. mr phoon go our class after test, then he asked me show him test paper. then i told him i wrote tropical rainforests. look at the picture lorr. lols. then he give me a weird look. then i got so shocked when he told me that it was actually tropical monsoon. then e rivers thingy, i nv write what are the factors affecting energy of the rivers. then like that sure fail liao. somemore wenxuann saw my exam paper. i wrote bearing is 56 degrees. then she said:'' huh, i tot it's 300 sumthing..'' then i stressed liao. mr phoon go tell her:"aiyo. don make her stressed liao larr...'' bleh. like that sure fail liao lorr. somemore mr phoon say e last question may be a ridge larr. then also my map reading skills so poor, i guess a lot wrong de lorr. aiyo. FLUNKED. bio also a lot dunno how to do leh. then bo bian. guess answer lorr. then mcq question 6 horr, they ask u to choose the incorrect answer leh. but all incorrect except for the last one. then i simply tikam one n write lorr. lol.
i hate tests. especially mid year.made me so stressed up. somemore make me flunk all my subjects. haix. wanna go jump down building lorr. then better off. no need study. no need flunk exam. happy forever. aiyo. but hu will go jump larr. hit head on the wall better. bleed liao can go tell teacher i become stupid le, cannot take tests. haha. i don wanna have tests le larr. haix. i wonder hu is the one hu invented such thing like TESTS??? aiyo. no brain de lorrr..... make ppl wan go jump off building. haix.... stupid mid yr.. don feel like studying le larr.. xiannn.... i suddenly my kindergarten days. everyday also play. no need study. no exammss:) no STRESS:]

SLOW... now i understand why.

2007-05-03T21:16:00.000-07:00

aiyo. today test e maths n el leh.. bleh. i think i going flunk my el liao. though my summary draft i write 2 times le. ha. then my e maths.. ha. i realised how stupid i am. on the whiteboard was written.

E MATHS PAPER 2
START: 0759
END:0959

then i tot 0930 end. then i chiong like siao. in the end, i tot only 5 minutes left. that time 0925. then i think:''cham4 liao. e maths leh. how come cannot finish?? i got do so slow meh? my graph question haven do yet worhx. later only i realised e paper ends at 0959. then only i started doing very very slowly. hahax. i din realise i m so slow. bleh.. i also nv bring curve rule leh. then the graph i draw freehand.... haha:)

then e el paper. the vocab a lot dunno how to do. then simply guess lorr. i think this time de mid yr i sure flunk a lot of subjects de lorr. still in cousin's hse. but got bring bio go study. now slack a while lorr. lols.

test. test. test.

2007-04-26T00:27:00.000-07:00

2day chinese compo n el compo test. i realised sth. el compo test i always like to write ppl die. dunno y. actually it's not i realise de leh. it's my kor tell me de. cos i told him what i wrote. then last time common test de el compo i also write ppl die. i don mean to curse ppl anyway. lols. then luckily i nv write too many words. if not mdm sia sure scold, then later penalise me then die liao. hahs. so lucky.
but chinese can write loadss.. so i write very very very long. like 1009 words. hahs. yep. i did go count. word for word. the 1009 does not include small grids for punctuation marks. so u noe how much i chiong. hahs. i wrote about some competition thingy. then i lose. cried like siao. hahs. some parts are true. that did really happened. don think i make up the story. hahss.
anyway mid yr going start le. i go mug le. bb:)

heBROKEmyhart.heBROKEthepromise.myHARTisbleeding.

haha. i did this. nice test:]

2007-04-25T20:19:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

http://www.lovecalculator.be/quiz/en/1672467/free

it is very effective. go try:] i try le worhx:)

SYF..

2007-04-10T21:26:00.000-07:00

today we had SYF. we did not manage to get a gold. we just got a silver. although we were very happy n the teachers said that they were very happy with our performance, i felt that we are really very useless lorr. everyone pin high hopes on us. mr foo also said loadss of encouraging words to help us go on when we(maybe i) were about to give up. after loadss and loadss of prac, i felt very tired cos i am e only sec 3 in my section n also i have to keep up with my studies n classworks. in addition, i was appointed by mrs b lim to be e i/c for the clearing of the old council room and decoration of the new council room(w/o air-con). yep. both emotionally n physically. i felt very tired. luckily he(not mr foo) was by my side. giving me emotional support. and so, i am able to continue this very tedious journey. i believe i can continue with him beside me. without him, i really dunno if i could still hang on till today without collapsing. thankss loadss for being there for me when i need you. yep. after so much hard work n stress. we still did not make it. i feel very.. yep. disappointed. with myself. i am not blaming others. but only myself. if only i had been less involved with other stuff n came for intense(i mean real intense) prac.. if only.. yep. if onlys... nth could be changed now. what had happened had happened. we just have to accept the fact. yep. i did accept that we had lost this battle. but still feeling down.. actually i am that kind of person who will never cry in front of anyone, but i cried during the bus journey back to school(i am sitting alone). when i saw christina crying, i felt blood dripping from my heart too, but i didnt allow it to be seen. i cried all the way since i reached home. till my dinner time. he was kind enough to leave me alone when i asked him to let me cool down. thankss for being so understanding. looking at the band uniform i was wearing today and was proud of it, i just cant believe that the split second when the result was announced broke my hart. COMPLETELY. i still rmb rushing up the stairs for the results, not fearing that my heels will be broken. yep. we waited patiently. me, sinnee, ashley, tiefeng. what we heard shocked us. we expect ourselves to get a gold, not a silver. how i hope i made a mistake. maybe i din hear it clearly. then when the results of chai chee sec was announced, they got COP. i heard them saying"expected larr". but we din expect a silver. i heard this chinese saying about this" you will get what you deserved when you work for it". maybe i just din work as hard.. haix..maybe i dont seem to be such an emo person, but deep inside, i am very cui4 ruo4. i appear to be strong on the outside. my friends always tell me so. when everyone is feeling down, i appear to be the one feeling still okay, comforting ppl. comforting ppl makes me happier when i see ppl starting to be happy. i noe tat mr tan(conductor) is feeling down. he just try to act normal ba. all his 3 bands din manage to get gold. not even vs. i really dunno wat to say when i see him. band has a celebration some days later. i really dunno wat is there to celebrate about. we din manage to get gold. are we supposed to celebrate that we still can maintain our silver?? thinking of this make me real sad. when something breaks, you can send it for repair or buy a new one. but when a heart breaks, you cant treat it. is there sth in the world called wang4 qing2 shui3? i really want a dose of it to forget all my sorrowss.... and it makes me sort of depressed.... can i just leave this alone?? reallyy..

SYF..

2007-04-10T21:21:00.000-07:00

today we had SYF. we did not manage to get a gold. we just got a silver. although we were very happy n the teachers said that they were very happy with our performance, i felt that we are really very useless lorr. everyone pin high hopes on us. mr foo also said loadss of encouraging words to help us go on when we(maybe i) were about to give up. after loadss and loadss of prac, i felt very tired cos i am e only sec 3 in my section n also i have to keep up with my studies n classworks. in addition, i was appointed by mrs b lim to be e i/c for the clearing of the old council room and decoration of the new council room(w/o air-con). yep. both emotionally n physically. i felt very tired. luckily he(not mr foo) was by my side. giving me emotional support. and so, i am able to continue this very tedious journey. i believe i can continue with him beside me. without him, i really dunno if i could still hang on till today without collapsing. thankss loadss for being there for me when i need you. yep. after so much hard work n stress. we still did not make it. i feel very.. yep. disappointed. with myself. i am not blaming others. but only myself. if only i had been less involved with other stuff n came for intense(i mean real intense) prac.. if only.. yep. if onlys... nth could be changed now. what had happened had happened. we just have to accept the fact. yep. i did accept that we had lost this battle. but still feeling down.. actually i am that kind of person who will never cry in front of anyone, but i cried during the bus journey back to school(i am sitting alone). when i saw christina crying, i felt blood dripping from my heart too, but i didnt allow it to be seen. i cried all the way since i reached home. till my dinner time. he was kind enough to leave me alone when i asked him to let me cool down. thankss for being so understanding. looking at the band uniform i was wearing today and was proud of it, i just cant believe that the split second when the result was announced broke my hart. COMPLETELY. i still rmb rushing up the stairs for the results, not fearing that my heels will be broken. yep. we waited patiently. me, sinnee, ashley, tiefeng. what we heard shocked us. we expect ourselves to get a gold, not a silver. how i hope i made a mistake. maybe i din hear it clearly. then when the results of chai chee sec was announced, they got COP. i heard them saying"expected larr". but we din expect a silver. i heard this chinese saying about this" you will get what you deserved when you work for it". maybe i just din work as hard.. haix..maybe i dont seem to be such an emo person, but deep inside, i am very cui4 ruo4. i appear to be strong on the outside. my friends always tell me so. when everyone is feeling down, i appear to be the one feeling still okay, comforting ppl. comforting ppl makes me happier when i see ppl starting to be happy. i noe tat mr tan(conductor) is feeling down. he just try to act normal ba. all his 3 bands din manage to get gold. not even vs. i really dunno wat to say when i see him. band has a celebration some days later. i really dunno wat is there to celebrate about. we din manage to get gold. are we supposed to celebrate that we still can maintain our silver?? .thinking of this make me real sad. when something breaks, you can send it for repair or buy a new one. but when a heart breaks, you cant treat it. is there sth in the world called wang4 qing2 shui3? i really want a dose of it to forget all my sorrowss.... and it makes me sort of depressed.... can i just leave this alone?? reallyy.

2007-04-08T15:45:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-08T14:38:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-08T14:37:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-08T14:29:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-08T14:14:00.000-07:00

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heex:)

2007-04-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

heeex. took loadss of tests 2day. heex. gt bored doing hw. ~~xian.~~ btw, tml gt band prac.. strive hard.

BAND will get GOLD!!!

big trouble

2007-03-26T09:45:00.000-07:00

walao. 2day my cousin go play with my phone, then she did sth she shudnt have. she smsed my friend. cannot say hu. then create big trouble for me. walao. cant stand her. bleh. she very guo4 fen4. bleh.

campus superstar-- our STAR!!

2007-03-16T09:40:00.000-07:00

2day lim jie kor very evil. he went for campus superstar also nv tell me. can go support him marhs. he sang zhi3 yin1 wei4 ni3. but nv go in. but shud be quite nice. ~~haha~~. He is sweet to say he actually wanted to gimme a surprise. but i dunno it's real or not larr. cos i at first quite angry with him lorr.

2007-03-09T15:58:00.000-08:00

happy bday esther..

yay:)
good luck gal
jiayoux:DD

nh road run o7

2007-03-08T18:43:00.000-08:00

2day road run worhx. then i walk n run n walk n run. haha:D a bit lame.. joanne got 18th in gals n yang xing got 15th in guys. haha:D yay> 3 cheers...

3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers for 301
hip hip HURRAY!
hip hip HURRAY!
hip hip HURRAY!

YAY!!

then we also make it to 4th position in handball.
actually its no chance to match against 3o2 for 3rd n 4th position de lorr.
then i go pester mr quek.
then he say only 4 minutes match.
the team which score 1st got 3rd.
but still, my class din manage to get. fated.
but at least they tried their best n we knew it.
we understand.

301 301 all the way!!

oh ya.
jun wei got 10th n kah hang got 11th 4 sec 1 guys.
congrats:)

uhh. so sad

2007-03-07T21:37:00.000-08:00

2day is LCE's last day in our school. Jo wud be so sad, gal.
haix.
if she had gone for netball, she wud have seen him. haix.
hope u r lucky enuf 2 get 2 chat with him online.
good luck JO!!
GOD BLESS..

unhappy gal

2007-03-07T21:34:00.000-08:00

walao. kanna scolded by daddy. bleh. think i ~~superwoman~~ liddat. evil. he everytime say disappointed in my results. blah blah blah. i studied SO hard then he only say disappointed, nv say any motivate me de things. evil. i wan my guardian angel. to protect me from any shang1 hai4. where r u??

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2007-03-07T20:47:00.000-08:00

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so romantic lorr:)

2007-03-06T05:57:00.000-08:00

happy bday marcus!

our english rep!
jiayous in ur chinese:)
good luck:)

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2007-03-05T20:21:00.000-08:00

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2007-03-05T05:55:00.000-08:00

happy bday jenn! ;)

hope band get GoLd in SYF!!
hehe:)
jiayous:P
good luck..

i m gonna die. bleh.

2007-03-01T20:51:00.000-08:00

79. yep. ideal age. can see grandchildrenss..:)

yay:)

2007-03-01T09:24:00.000-08:00

i am NOT a ~~total loser~~. i m so glad.

heex. lame

2007-03-01T09:21:00.002-08:00

Obvious. I am a gal:)

heex. lame

2007-03-01T09:21:00.001-08:00

Obvious. I am a gal:)

i m not weird..

2007-03-01T09:10:00.000-08:00

bleh.

2007-03-01T09:05:00.000-08:00

i dun wan be ~~stupid~~

am i nerdy??

2007-03-01T08:53:00.000-08:00

2007-03-01T05:58:00.000-08:00

happy bday jo!

LCE tou2 hao4 fans!!
haha:)
jiayoux.
we'll support u!
all the way!
add him.. :)
good luck..
best wishes..
god bless u.

C0mm0n disaster 1-- 1st day

2007-02-27T01:15:00.001-08:00

ello. i think i flunk me el n hcl test lorr. i think i write out of topic, n somemore XXX sure bu4 shuang3 me de lorr. walaox.. die liao. i tell u sth very funny happened 2day.

REPORT
venue:in school
Time:after school
Ppl involved:me:) , mr kor, mr lim
Events: mr lim go general office, then ask mr kor go start bike.
mr kor tried to start for very long, but did not succeed.
then later mr lim come back then he started in like less than 1 minute.
then i laughed like..
hahahahaha:D

2007-02-25T17:50:00.000-08:00

happy bday sheena n yihui:)

CIP @ St Andrews

2007-02-10T17:19:00.000-08:00

hello;) i went for CIP today at St Andrew Cathedral's Home for the Aged. haha:) there was a GOH--MP worhx. haha. mr arthur fong, if u noe him. we also performed some thing like accidentally in <3 dance, peng you song n chan mali chan malay song. not bad worhx. haha. then can u believe it? lim jie sang his famous qian li zhi wai. haha:)

then horr. aiyo, walk so long then reach school. xian lorr. then come home sleep. haha. nv study. but luckily finish chiong-ing my a maths hw liao. only exe 2.8, 2.9 haven do..

tired worhx...

2007-02-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

happy bday yanting..

wish u good luck in ur studies n ncc..

jiayoux:D

2007-02-01T05:52:00.000-08:00

happy-15 singxuan!

Our Vice-Chairman.
Wish u good luck:D

Loadss of <3...

2007-01-11T21:47:00.000-08:00

Happy bday Joan!! :)
Smile always:D

2007-01-06T17:42:00.000-08:00

Happy bday tzeying!!

2006-11-29T23:17:00.000-08:00

today cultural potpourri leh. we rawk!!
band is the last two to perform.. haha:)
we played 3 songs

saturday night fever
where the river flows
mulan..

haha:) very tired liao.. don wanna say liao...

nanhua open house

2006-11-25T22:04:00.000-08:00

haha:)
today nh open house leh..
haha:) i m on duty in the info booth with kityeng, james, john, fangyu, keith. haha:)
the teacher in charge is miss jenny goh. haha:) a nice teacher to work with.. :) hehe:)
alsoo i saw this guy from bukit panjang pri sch. haha:) i remember him, cos he looks like this guy from my pri sch... haha:) then i saw him in open house leh.. my talk very successful horr... lol..
zi4kua1.....
but very tired after the open house..
then still have to give out the stars to some performing arts grp n teachers..
yep. i went to the staff room, gave some teachers liao, then went to CO. elaine say they got liao. then i went to dance. there's this guy, i don wanna say hu, when he saw me, he kept pointing to XXX. nv pay attention, i think they having de brief. then grace came out, took 100 stars then went back. haha:)
n also got casualty. this guy from dance, sec 1, weisong hurt himself during the performance....
poor thing, somemore being sent to hospital by ambulance...

heex:)

2006-11-11T21:28:00.000-08:00

heex. very happy 2day. got my ipod. registered under my name:) but loadss of lectures...
met gwen, dawn, xinyi, joeshua when i go buy books. nx yr sec 3. yay:)
happy life;)

2006-11-10T17:38:00.000-08:00

today we went to publicity talk in bukit panjang pri. weisong couldnt make it so james was the replacement. haha:) then i saw this guy who looks like a primary school fren. haha:)
cos he looks very familiar.. haha:) anyway, the talk was a success.. haha:)

2006-11-04T22:23:00.000-08:00

today we went to south view pri sch.. haha:) i witnessed an accident today. mr chia's car. haha:) lol:) keith, weisong, james after the talk went round the school n left the gals---me, beeleng, jinger there alone in the classrooms displays. evil..... :x haha
well, then after the whole thing ended, me , jinger, beeleng went to the shopping centre very near. we walked there lorr. i looked weird in the long sleeved(white) shirt.. LOL

holidays.. :(

2006-11-01T22:33:00.000-08:00

haiyo. not even free during holidays. i very poor thing. i noe.
well
remedial---mr ng
band prac
publicity talk rehearsal..
haiyo, very tired de leh..
its as well as not having a holiday.... :(

2006-10-10T23:55:00.000-07:00

hello. i was here again. haha:)
well i quite xian @home. school holiday is like tat de larr. nothing 2 do.

5 things i am doing:
5. watching tv
4. surfing net
3. blogging
2. smsing
1. slacking

XIAN

2006-10-10T13:26:00.000-07:00

arlo. i was here.at computer lab now. hah. chinese lesson. liu lao shi ask us come here surf chinese website. if found surfing english website, she send us out to the sun. haha. lol. :)
then now i very bored. haix. 2day got back chemistry paper leh. haha. :) i get 14 out of 20
leh. haha. but i not the pro one. our class got people get 19 out of 20 leh. PRO KIA!!

introducing to you....

Teo Jing Ying from class 203!!!

she really pro larr. haha.

i rawk! i got a tigger from hou pang! he so nice!

THANKS FER D TIGGER!!

2006-10-09T22:34:00.000-07:00

this is cute. i noe. haha. childish. ;P

2006-10-06T22:24:00.001-07:00

haha. eoy finally over. can continue my own lifestyle liao. happy happy.

regular timetable:
sleep
watch tv
sleep
eat
watch tv
watch tv
sleep

haha. :)
nice timetable.
good. hah.

but no chocolates. if not will grow fat. :(
rememba it, kor.
haha:)

haha. jus post 4 fun :)

2006-10-05T03:35:00.000-07:00

2006-10-04T15:17:00.000-07:00

haha. today my bday. but got test. science lorr. hope my bday can gimme good luck lorr. haha :) superstitious. haha :)

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me.

make a wish.........

may my wish come true...........

new new blog

2006-10-01T22:42:00.000-07:00

haha.this is my new blog worhx. tag tag! :) :)

smile all day :)